"A Moment of Clarity"

  Post's got nowt to with Pulp Fiction but Jules line has and whats more he's alive whilst Vincent isn't the reason been "A Moment of Clarity" - which is the theme of this post

Nobody reads this blog too busy I guess, still a  good excuse to rant here then  can't really do it on social fecking media everyone loves there misinterpretations- chinese whispers are the reasons why worlds a mess  -jeez I need to rant outside my head maybe get some kip after -for 29 years my fist  has been clenched , now it is open and I can let go  still the pain won't go .. but perhaps it'll ease off .

Found out the other day the man who killed my Father -(who was as guilty as sin  but still got off scott free due to having a jury that were thick as shite or nobbled  or prejudice or just been plain old wrong -seems to be alot of that about these days)  died last December -

Back in Summer of 1990  I wanted to kill him when I was 17 - I drank whiskey so rage was in my heart I went out with the dog and bought a shank with me I wanted to do him over - you would too if  you actually loved your father-So  many people don't so at least in that respect I was lucky - so off I trot with the dog to Legoland which what we called the area where this get lived - but in the end  I caught myself on- meaning it wasn't worth the effort wasn't worth my time wasn't what I am - and wasn't most importantly what my Dad would want me to do - besides the dog  well she wouldn't like it either - but man I was a timebomb -nobody defused me nobody could but myself - I carried this sense of powerlessness around with me  but at same time it is a form of power -sense overiding senselessness but thats it  - I could overcome it  in the long run -for all the good it did later - but feel more of a man for not doing something stupid - sure I'm still daft as a brush but not that stupid
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A few years later meet some asshole gluesniffers (kind you meet in jobclubs mid 90's as there was no work) say they'd of done it -that they'd "do bird " for there old man - but would they?  I  doubt it some people are all talk  some people are just nuts - glad I had a word with myself - still life is swings and roundabouts way it is -  progress though just stays the same -stuck in the mud  can't get no further you take joy in the small things or at least try - bollocks to ambition that's gone for me -seems fake in this world -doubt it'll come back - but least I realize forgiveness is a saviour stops you from been less than a  animal -I have to forgive - not been ultra catholic here just been rational -I have  no idea what kind of man killed my Dad but he too was a familly man with kids and a wife -who am I to judge -its a wrong moment in time I gotta live with that  but at least I can move on now although feels like 30 years have been wasted - I may have 30  or 40 years left -I'll try keep life simple and upbeat- make the best of that time left  &  feck this Brexit nonsense  all a big scam constructed by toffs to score a big huge amount of lolly wish people would wake up to that too busy arguing amongst each other to see the big picture -people as a collective always do that  it seems - but they'll either  wake up check there heads or  do something that may do harm to there lifes   and those around them or  they can change it  like I did 29 years ago .

Bit personal but no one to talk to -been like that for a while... just a extended thought bubble -

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 I would prefer Frank as PM oppossed to this guy...

I wonder if  Boris actually saw the Big Lebowski seeing as he's a self declared "Dude!" I got his # way back in 2013 when Saints Row came out

Whats happening in  Westminister can be likened to a Guinea Pig  running riot whilst other MP's are trying to knock his noggin with a big mallet -seems like "The Rebel Alliance" will see to that.. or will they? fascinating to see how this will turn out , I spose it happens all the time in Italy lol

Starts off slow gets a bit Seedy & Scouse halfway through -bit of Mike Reid and Metal Mickey -usual chaos which fits somehow

Good Rey-Bad Rey?

 Bit late with this...but I hope that Blockage Runner is the Tantive IV (the first ship you see in A New Hope)

When I first saw this trailer  I was drunk so thought it might of been a hoax  as it starts off kinda like a well edited fan made trailer but came back it to it last few days to give it another look and yep it's real .. shouldn't drink on a Monday I guess


The big reveal at the end is what appears to Rey all Sithed Up ..

 I go with the Clone sith  theory except that isn't the good Rey but rather one of Palps failed experiments (Frankenstein in Space.. he may of had whole assembly line of Reys) The Rey from the movies is the only good one that functions like a human the others maybe we'll see in future movies  but like to think theres lots of her -except Daisy's Rey is the exception to the rule -But I'm not sure she'll be able to fight them all .. if this is just some kind of Force vision it would be lame and a cop out! -
If it's just one good Rey and just one bad Rey   It'll be like that episode of Top Cat where Officer Dibble gets replaced by a lookalike lol (seen that story so many times) This will be more like Force Unleashed rather than that. so plenty of swordplay for years to come if they want to continue Rey and Kylos saga

I hope that bucket can come off as Kerris kinda nice looking
under that thing- reminds me of  something Carlos Ezquerra would come up with this costume -one of Po's old muckers -I wonder if she's a Bounty Hunter ?

 Vanity Fair pics - heres one of Withnail & Trump (Hux reminds me of that blathermouth)

 And how do the Knights of Ren fit into all this ? .. my theory is they went into the Unknown regions or the Beyond and bring back  a Armada of Clone Reys accidently(if they're as naive as Kylo)  or purposely  -the're another piece in this mystery after two movies we know very little about.

So  what of Palpy Walpy - it would be a bit crap if they clone him -that stories been done before in the early 90's with Dark Empire Trilogy - I like the idea of his essence been trapped inside Vaders helmet (Evil Masks have been turning up in comics over last few years what with Lando series where he steals the Emperors Yacht  onboard are sith artifacts including these masks that possess -it's really cool story worth tracking down  and lately in The Vader comic theres the architect of Vaders castle  who is also possesssed by evil mask ) But I still think The Emperor is  dead .. even if he's on poster does the voice over on trailer , he'll appear in movie for sure - but in hologram of flashback scene to explaining Reys origins  -Palpatine is Georges creation I think he belongs in that timeline- although I do feel he is searching for immortality hence the Rey Cloning project  on Jakku

Well could be Right I could Be Wrong .. We'll find out around Christmas  not such a long wait for second season of Resistance though -catches up with events occuring around The Force Awakens and Last Jedi -I've been following that show-even if its for younglings(it connects the dots between the two sequel movies   Hopefully we'll get to see more of the Galaxy in this season as it was very much centred on one planet  this the  last season and far more is at stake .

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Bit of a wreck posting this seems to be last place I can express myself-I've been going through a confusing time at the moment - I thought I cracked it but really I was fooling myself -wish I knew a way to explain but it's kinda borring .unlike playlist which is beyond awesome on the richter scale

bit of Tony Ferrino and  you can't really can't go wrong with a bit of Julio  .

Birthdayin a monthes time -makes me think is it time to stop dreaming -it's all I know and a true friend but serves no function in hard reality -why can't luck smile upon me just once ? - nevermind one more J  before bed

Mando Bizarro

I'm hoping it's a epic story -if Herzogs involved I expect Wrath of God/ Heart of Darkness epicness  but a bit dissapointed that it's not IG88 though but another IG -IG11-maybe they share same mind but with multiple bodies (apparently theres lots of Easter Eggs in the series about Boba Fett  bound to be -if theres a season two maybe explore his return Twin Engines of Destruction style)
It confuses me somewhat  why this isn't Boba though I mean they serve same function  Bounty Hunting -from what I gathered from Clone Wars and Rebels  his planet is war ravaged - what we don't know is who won  if anyone did -what is the fate of Bo Katan? is Fenn still kicking ? We may even get a glimpse of Mandalore in trailer-(sandy planet with the cracks) maybe the Fett mystery will be unraveled if season 2 gets off the ground   I'll leave it to the experts lol to anaylis  but hey no complaints been waiting for something like this since  1980

I've been making a few Mandalorian vids mydelf from Fallout 4 (Theres Imperial Patrols mod which replaces Raiders with Stormtroopers and a synth replacer which features white hats too ) Gunners would ideal for Mandos although this isn't a replacement mod just been bat trading crazy  everyone on the rooftoop - the next one I make will be interior so it'll take a while to kit everyone up-  a improvement on my Mandalorian Street vid as theres no HUD  so  a little more like a film although sounds a bit crackley  Atom Cats vs Mando Mercs (I could do this stuff forever and never get bored )
Another announcement is an Obi Wan series which makes perfect sense( seeing as much work on script and I guess design was under way anyhow)  but I do hope it won't be just a retelling of the stories that appeared in early issues of comic (Obi Wans Journal) I can invision an intergalactic version of Kung Fu we really don't know much about his origins -who were his Mum and Dad ? what was his training like so stuff like that might turn up in flashbacks - Ewan's about a year or two older than me so he'd be on the edge of 50 so I can fathom the the time line would be about 10 years before A New Hope (so around the same time as Solo )Obi Wan is 60 in a New Hope -not that old really now that I'm a bit older myself maybe it's just the way Alec Guinness wanted to potray character Possibly  it'll be 10 episodes of Old Ben getting wrecked in Mos Eisley bar for 19 years  lol More news will appear I'm sure today about The Clone Wars and Episode 9 (9's my favourite number so it better end well) but finnish off with a bit of Mando action a swamp battle between Death Watch and the Empire a new Battlefront (classic) Ultimate Commander beta came out today too so looking forward to that too
Totally Wild Bunch in a Galaxy Far Far Away 

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Captain America's become Captain Soul in the Heavenly Blues -Last segment of playlist is a tilt of the helmet to Peter Fonda

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R.I.P Roy A playlist with lashings of the black stuff (meaning enigmatic adverts about bevrage I usually consume probably drink Guinness because of Rutger lol - tough old month August for me , no holiday this year but I'll need to get through it, but as far as playlists go its a humdinger abstract thing inspired by Roys speech at end of Blade Runner "M.I.A  Tears"-I haven't felt like doing any art for a long time (apart from colouring  and to some extent redoing Fallout 4 in a Star Grease  stylee-except it aint a musical perhaps theres a mod for that too lol  ) but that'll change in time.